Nightmare

1 week ago...

Every night when I go to bed I'm thinking of something beautiful. I confess, I'm thinking that I'm a prince and an enchanted castle going to save the princess. I know this sounds crazy from a boy's mouth. But it's better to imagine this, as a war. So, when I go to bed I thinking of something beautiful. Yet when I wake up just bad thing I remember.

Monday
I had a dream that I was sick and my body was very ugly.

Tuesday

Dinner with a vampire. It's not so bad. But what we ate with the Vampire...well, was disgusting... We ate it the people's eyes.

Wednesday
I was walking in a park and attacked by a dog. Then I climbed a tree.

Thursday - Friday
I doesn't quite remember. A bit cloudy.

Saturday
Robbery. This morning it was a deja vu feeling. Like we once had a dream like this or the same. I was at home with my grandma.Get up in the Sun. Mama is going to home. She said don't worry there will be nothing wrong with that. She would has started, but I looked out of the door to be sure that everything will be OK if she leaves and at the moment, three guys came by bicycle and rushed into the house, but mama wasn't nowhere to be found. I was alone and scared and then I woke up.

The logical explanation

Since I feel that losing my sister, I feel wrong myself. The very fact that I'll be alone..it is terrible. I know many times I wish that wouldn't be my sister. And if I'm alone would be much better, but this is nonsense. Just I'm jealousy.